December 2, 2007

  • The event was great. My set went off very well and I met some new friends. I feel really good about what happened and I should have some photos of it later.

    Now I am just doing some sunday night thinking.

    God, the world is crazy; my lady is throwing me for so many loops and is behaving so weird. I think it could be seasonal depression or something weird like that. It really gets me riled up to have to deal with that.

    Plus there's the military. Who knows what we'll be doing tomorrow... Who knows what we'll be doing anytime. that is what kills  me. No stability.

    You can deal with anything if you set yourself mentally right, but we do not even know what we'll be dealing with and so we have no mental preparation or state from which to really comprehend what is happening. We cannot deal with things well...

    I want stability. I would eliminate so much stress.